I'm 15 right now I'm supposed to be a Sohomore in High School I have no life I am bisexual I dont go to school meaning .I hate being a black male cause I dont have that masculine like trait that I see other black boys my age having I never really got along with peers of my same race.I did not have a boyhood meaning socializing with male peers as a kid I hate being 15 I wish I could be 10 since I have the personality of a ten year old .I want to pray to God to make it to wear I can be conceived in a Japanese woman.I have been to therapists counselors even taken anxiety pills that cant help me,I cannnot stand my family they speak incorrect english I hate it Ebonics it makes me sick I love Anime Manga I wish I could be in Elementary School in JApan and Middle School .I am not ready for adolescence I actually want God top erase that I was born black he can do that right?I mean maybe I was an opportunity
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You HAVE to kill yourself? Just deal with life like all of us do!
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So what if you're different from your peers? That makes you much more unique and interesting. You have so much to live for. You're in a tough time right now, it will get so much better. You're almost through adolescence already and then your life will get easier. Please no matter what happens don't kill yourself.
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I know exactly what you need, I just don't have any exact suggestions about where to find it. You need to hang around with some strong black males who can be a role model, and you need to hang around with a group of people who have evolved far beyond the typical high-school mentality, which is not doing you any good. Chosing the right company will get you far in life. Is there an ACORN branch near you? An office of the Rainbow Coalition? A Society of Friends (Quaker) meeting place? Get on-line and find some serious people who know where they're going in life and will welcome you into their company. And, by the way, go to school. Concentrate on your studies and just ignore the stupidity around you.
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You are really unique and trust me there are people out there that like that. If you believe in God you'll understand that he has a plan for you, you just have to trust him. Some people are born into way worst situations. You should try to make the most of whatever you have because out there are people just like you going through the same thing you are. Growing up is a part of life and its not as scary as you think. I wish you the best and i'll pray for you sweetie :)
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Don't hurt yourself. Positive thinking is so important in life. Have hope and pray about your life. Know that God can help you live a better life if you want Him to help you. You can have a personal relationship with God by saying the prayer below. God is our Creator, all-knowing, all-powerful, eternal, holy, love. God loves us and sent us His Son, Jesus Christ, so we can go to heaven if we know and follow Him. Forever means without end -- time on and on without death. Forever is what happens after we die. Either we go to heaven and be with God forever, or we go to hell which is very bad and painful forever. The good people who are saved believers in Jesus Christ go to heaven. The bad people go to hell. We need to know and follow God in this world to get to heaven in the next world. We follow God by loving and obeying Him and loving others for Him. Jesus Christ, God's Son, is our bridge to God. Jesus died on the cross to cancel our sins. We need to accept Jesus into our life as our Lord and Savior forever to receive God's blessing and forgiveness plus go to heaven to be with God forever after we die. This is about being a born-again Christian. Faith in God is a gift from God. You can pray for faith in God. Just speak out and ask God for the faith to believe in Him and to follow Him. Some people find faith in God when they realize the beauty in the world is made by God. Evolution can't explain the world's natural beauty, for example, the parks in the world, animals, flowers, peacocks, sunsets, butterflies, rainbows, etc. After you have your faith on, you can pray a sinner's prayer to be a born-again Christian. This prayer is very important and should be said with a sincere heart and faith in God. This is the prayer: "Dear God, I know that I am a sinner and that Jesus Christ is the sacrifice for our sins. I have done the following sins (state these out) and I pray to discontinue these sins. I pray to receive Jesus Christ into my life as my Lord and Savior forever. In Jesus' name, amen." I'm Lutheran and I like the Baptist churches too. Maybe you could find a Christian friend who could take you to church with them. You can pray to God about your daily life and have a Christian church pray for you.
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